Between Hope and Desperation

Here I am, sitting in front of my computer after a long day and a sleepless night and  a great deal of chores and homework done. Exhausted. Welcomed the new roommate, seemed ok, but I am definately not loving being nice for so long. And I am thinking…let’s  retreat to the only place that is really mine, no roommates, no pretences. Be me. And I am sitting, wandering what to write, not for lack of subjects, but for lack of desire to make lists of the things I’ve done lately. And it hits me. WordPress announces November to be the Novel Writing Month. (You can do it!)….Well, of course I could, but …time and some other things deter me from doing it. Not the point. The point is, how stately it sounds for a November to be a Novel Writing Month, don’t you think? November always seems to want something to be considered festive and stately, and here it was. However, I really cannot find fault with this particular November, it is warm and autumnly and sunny and beautiful, at least today it was. So I am content. With the month so far…we’ll see for later. And I refuse to complain about the daunting homeworks and schoolwork. It is dunting indeed. But I should keep it positive and not dwell on the negativism of impossibility. I hope to go home soon. And in the meantime, Satonaka Haru!!!Queen!!!Wesahness!!!