Newest in short August 21, 2007
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Right now i can’t let myself stay too long writing o I am just gonna hint whats new around me. (more…)
The long awaited Fan Fiction:”Five More Minutes” August 8, 2007
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My first LFN fic,finally!Do I need to state that I have no rights whatsoever over the characters, except the right of my unconditional love for them!Long live LFN!
For you August 4, 2007
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I think you came to see me in here. I don’t know you but I’m glad you did. Probably didn’t like it.I saw how bad I spelled most of my words and how shallow most of my posts are.Yet I think I’m doing ok and your coming here gives me hope and zeal to go on.
So this one is for you.
No more quiet privacy of dormitory’s room.I’m home now. I know I was scared about it, but I shouldn’t have been.Home is home – calm, beautiful, warm.I am in an internet cafe club now.Noisy.All those 10- year -old -Contra Strike- freaks – no normal kids.Make me nervous and wanting to leave as soon as possible.
Sister didn’t make it in the university.Sounds like failure to you?It sounds like a better chance for next year to me.She can see this post and once again be disappointed in my opinion.But although I am sad about how things went, I still have hope.She doesn’t.We often joke about suicide.Joking only.But it makes us think about how it could make sense.Life is a miracle and all that but there is also a point to its pointlessness.
I try to find things to love in order to avoid sinking into too deep a depression.And so far so good.Right now I still love my life.Making plans and having dreams.Like what am I gonna give her for her birthday and what will I do to write a great novel and will I win the essay competition.Stuff like that.Keeping me from depression.I study a little bit.I am surprised at how I don’t require much to remember what I already know.I have fun.Read books, watch movies.Don’t even remember about the misery of finding a job.
Is that irresponsible?Can’t care less.Right now I am here to enjoy myself rationally and it’s working.Miss Michael and Nikita a bit.I’ve only seen a couple of vids and read a short fan fic.It’s not enough but it’s the only thing I have time for – between studying,TV and rereading book five and six of Harry Potter – to refresh my memory before the long expected and much feared end of the epoch!
I did communicate with Tanya and Maria san a bit, for which I am happy; I should soon get in touch with Ves and Mim and I just saw Valya has been calling me. Should respond.
I hope that keeps you informed with my stats so far, thanks for reading.
More- soon.(train writing experience…)
